Dear diary, I can't get to sleep. I'm terribly upset and disappointed that my partner has neglected me and gone to sleep.

Seriously, I think I'm a pathetic loser. I don't have anyone to confide to whenever I'm down (maybe except for you, diary?). I guess I'm very used to bottling my feelings since young. That's probably why I have zi bi zhen? hah.

I'm famished. =(