To the special you

No words could describe how grateful I am to have you by my side. Thank you for being so wonderful. ich liebe dich (I learnt German right? =P). =)

PS: Thanks for cheering me up with chocolates, honeyed cereals, seaweeds and Princess Hours VCD. =D

Gute Nacht

11:54 PM

I'm hungry! ROAR! I want la bai cai korean noodle, chicken pie, sashimi salad from sushi tei, ipoh hor fun from changi village, etc! =(

I miss my baby. =(

I know its not christmas...but dear Santa, I want a CHRISTIAN DIOR DIORSHOW WATERPROOF MASCARA. >.<

Why is everything not the way it used to be?

My younger sister just came back from her 2nd year anniversary dinner at Swissotel Stamford with her boyfriend. So cooool.. Haven't had suchan expensive dinner for million centuries. =(

Not sucha happening week this week. No shoppings, no clubbing, no suppers, etc. Am trying to supress my insatiable urge to slurge. So life's been pretty boring. =(

Dear diary, I really, really can't get to sleep. I tried sleeping but I ended up crying on my bed instead. I don't wanna cry anymore, but the tears are outta control so I decided to wake up and pack my training gear for today's evening.

I was so bored til I downloaded MIRC but I've lost touch with it ever since my JC years. I don't know what channels to go to and I don't even dare to reply or chat with anyone who msged me. hah.

And now, I'm on fridae again, sending hearts to whomever is online. So bo liao. =/

3:07 am

3:05 AM

Dear diary, I can't get to sleep. I'm terribly upset and disappointed that my partner has neglected me and gone to sleep.

Seriously, I think I'm a pathetic loser. I don't have anyone to confide to whenever I'm down (maybe except for you, diary?). I guess I'm very used to bottling my feelings since young. That's probably why I have zi bi zhen? hah.

I'm famished. =(

Dearest diary, I don't wanna talk to my father anymore. He just confiscated my car key from me. He said that the 50 cents coin I left in the car for the coupon I used was an insult to him. And that cos I still carried on using the car despite his disapproval. No more midnight supper escapades at Kovan for me anymore. I don't wanna sit in his car ever again. So much for promising that I can use the car after I passed my driving test. It's all bullshit. Parents are f liars.

I was talking to her on the phone but she sounded so bored. Talking to me very sian issit? Or just that we have ran out of stuffs to talk about? I don't know. I hate it when I'm trying to make the conversation more interesting and engaging but seems like whatever I say is useless. I don't wanna call her anymore.

It's been a bad bad week for me. I feel like moving back into my hostel right now and not coming back home again.

Sometimes, I wonder why you'd tell me that r/s is not everything and that you'd not be with that person forever. You'd tell me that we are both very stubborn and it's hard to make it through. You made me not believe in us being together eternally.

I just washed my contact lenses with tears. hah.

lx

11:19 PM

Seriously, I think I'm ballooning! Had bakchormee for supper last night at our usual hangout. Before that, we were snacking away at her place and she cooked my favorite kimchi maggi for me for lunch. Basically, we were eating throughout the day and night. omfg.

Anyhow, we rented vcds to watch too! We watched King and His Clown and Date Movie. And this time around, the pig did not sleep! HAHA! yay~

Just 2 weeks away before term starts. I can't wait. For IVP training to start that is. I miss Jiaolian and his trainings!

Our first pepper lunch escapade last evening at Shaw Lido. I love the hamburger steak meal. =)

GSS's still on and I thought I could get some dressy tops from Mango/Zara/Guess but the shopping trip was rather disappointing. =/

Love the bus ride home last night. We took tons of spastic pictures. But I love. =D

Finally, after dozen of ages, I've got the urge to change the skin and blog. So here it is.

I just woke up from my beauty sleep of 12 hours. Am feeling very refreshed. The night before was spent on mini-BBQing, fishing, sight seeing at Mount Faber and roti pratas takeaway at Jalan Kayu. Reached home only in the morning and had 6 hours of sleep before training. (Just some very brief details about Saturday night.) The day was spent having oomph sushi and watching pirates of the carribean. I looooove Johnny Depp. =D

I would say I'm living each day of my holidays to the fullest with the one I love. =)